300612.

Hey there. How ya doing? Life has been rather bad for me. There's so much that I want to say to you. But I can't. I've to keep it all to myself. That day, I met you. I kept crying. Till now, as I'm typing this post, I'm still crying. It has been four months since we broke up. And I'm definitely not over you yet. If we were still together, it's our 23rd month together. Time flies. You gave me a perfect two years. I learnt a lot from you. Thank you. I miss you so much right now. You'll never leave my heart. There will always be this space left for you. I don't want to see you sad. I just want to see you happy. Even from a distance. I love you, a lot.

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I miss you.

I know you'll never read my blog anymore. But, if you do ever come across, continue to read.
Recently, we have been chatting up fine. I cannot deny the fact that I still love you. I try all the ways I can to talk to you. Even though gaming was the last thing that I ever want to talk to guys about, I didn't mind. I just did more research about it, just to talk to you. Yes, I'm simply looking for every chance I can to talk to you. I know you still love the girl. I know how you feel. I'm just like who you're right now. It's painful isn't it. Right from the start of our relationship, I knew that its not going to be an easy one for us. We struggled it through. I know, I didn't know how to cherish you in the past. Regretting now is no longer of any use. Let's not talk and mention about the past anymore. Right here, right now, at this moment, I'm still trying. Trying to win you back. Everyone told me, he's not worth it. Yeah, I know it myself. But, I want you to know. I'll try and try. No matter how tough the journey is, how painful it is. Even if I end up with cuts and pains in my heart, its gonna be all worth it. At least, I gave my best. If you find someone else you love and you're happy with her, I'll give you my blessings. I always believe that, if you really love that someone, let go of him/her. If you're happy, I'll be. I've came to accept the fact.
Samuel, know that I'll always be there when you need someone to be there.
I love you.

Day 62, 190412.

It's been so long since I last posted here. I've broken up with my boy. But I've not stopped loving him. Right now, my heart is as shattered as the glass on my iPod. I've been thinking of him day and night, thinking of what I can do to bring our relationship back. I miss you a lot. I miss those fun we used to had. I miss quarreling with you. I miss it all. And now, you don't even want to talk to me. Not to even talk, message also don't want. Baby, my heart hurts a lot. I stop crying today and start crying another day. I'm not living in the past. I just want to start afresh with you, start from the scratch on how our love started. I love you a lot. I'm willing to do anything for you, really. I want to have a second chance to make up those mistakes I made in the past.
Kor Meng Ching Samuel, I want to love you for the rest of my life.

September Holidays.

Yes! I'm having my September holiday break now. And I'm here blogging with my iPod. If only I had an iPhone. Oh well, that's beside the point! Completed two nlevels paper this week. Social studies and English. English was super easy. Social studies was total crap. I screwed everything up like seriously. 12 marks gone. Hais. Alright! Gotta buck up for the rest of the subjects! Hopefully I can do better than my silver target!

Watched the smurfs on Thursday with baby and friends. It was like so damn cute and awesome! So in love with smurfs! I smurf you! Hahah. Lets all talk in the smurfy language! Heh.

Awfully sick.

Me and baby so cute hoh. Heh. I miss him like really super badly ): Haven't been seeing him for the past three days! SAD MAX. Tmrw also can't meet. Hopefully I can see him on monday! ): I'm falling sick again. Swollen eyes due to the drugs that weren't suitable for me. BADBADBAD sore throat. I need my baby boy. ): No mood for SS at all and nlevels for SS is like on Tuesday. FML? Yeah. Sucks. )': hopefully I still can get my 2 points for combined humanities!

Yeah, teacher's day celebration just passed! Wrote a si han for wulaoshi! And the above was what I got! <3 hahah.

Alright, gotta start working on my SS already! Will blog when I'm free. :b

Me and You ♥

Me and You, very familiar hoh. HAHAHA. 

Gonna be talking about studies. Yeah, recently, prelims. Its almost over and just left with one more paper. Got back my olevels chinese results yesterday. B3 and Distinction for P3 was what I got. But, I wasn't happy at all. We always get the opposite result and now the actual exam we also got opposite result. How bad can this be. Who wants their best friend to get a bad result. No one. Really, I don't know. Upset to see her crying and crying. Failed at cheering her up. I don't know. I don't want the same scenario to repeat in the year end. I'm afraid. And sometimes I really have the thought of not taking again. Hais. This sucks, alot.

Prelims, everything is going so and so. Hopefully can get 20 and below for ELMAB3 for prelims. Studied quite a lot as well. Fall sick as well. Still recovering. ): 

Happy National Day!

Happy National Day people! Had a blast this year at Marina Barrage with all the awesome people. It was so wonderful! Last year, celebrated at baby's house, this year party! Damn fun. Heh. Love the photo. <3

JUMP SHOT. <3

KISS YOU. <3 *not les ah.

Guess there are more photos that are not uploaded!