The same old thing.

Yes, I'm in tears once again. Crying as hard as the other time when I'm in school. Does anyone know how I feel? I doubt there is. I thought you're the only one that knows me best. I guess I was way too wrong. Yeah yeah, you go around posting on the social networks of everything. But, how do I actually feel? Do you know? I doubt you know. When I need you so much, I doubt you could tell. Everytime you post such things, my friends will ask me, and when they ask, I just feel like running off to a corner and start crying again. Its like, I feel like just dying off. I read your twitter, I read your fb, I read your SMSes, I cry even more. I always ask myself this question. Will this relationship last? I believe many people out there must be wondering as well. And when people ask me, I will just say, I'm sure it will. And now, I'm wondering, I might be over-confident. I don't know. Everything is so drifting apart. I tried to stop the tears. But its just too hard. My one and only wish now, I really hope you'll change better. Always remember, actions speaks louder than words. While you change, I'll be by you, supporting you. I don't want you to be like how you are right now. No matter will our relationship lasts, I hope you'll change. That's all I'm asking. I don't mind losing you just for you to be a normal human. And not a crazy one. That's the sacrifice I can make.