I guess no one will be reading my blog. So I chose to type out my feelings here. This few days, I really do feel that I'm not in the "luck" of friendship. Awesome threesome? They arent awesome anymore. In the past, the three of of us are as close as super glue. Although we always make fun of each other, those were really wonderful times. But this few days, or rather the past one week, I really don't know what's wrong. Everything seems so distant, seems so far for me to reach out. I really start to hate it when we go out in six. The "awesome family"? It's not that I'm sticky with my baby. It's just that whenever we go out, the two girls will be together, the other two boys will be together. And I really do feel awkward. Take that Monday for an example, we went for breakfast together and when we were heading back to school, we ended up all walking separately. Even recess, we werent together. And ever since that day, the whole week we weren't close at all. I still remember, there's this day that Janice asked me where's my bestfriend, I actually told her I don't know. Joke right. Don't even know where's my bestfriend. Subsequently, I still sort of "severe ties" with my sister, Eunice. And then followed by hurting Yuefang by invading her inbox. And it all started from me. I really really really feel terrible. Flag day, same thing happened. I was with Gavin all along. As we were doing flag day, the four of us slowly separated. I hate what I'm feeling now. I really do.. :'( upset and down. Never had I felt so bad before. I just cried when I bum her.. Will everything be back normal and usual like before? Someone bring me out of my nightmare..
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