This idiot.

Hi everyone.

I am here to blog about the guy, the really idiotic guy.

He is Kor Meng Ching Samuel.

My bigfatpig.

My boyf.

He is really awesome at times.

But, at the same time, as idiotic as the face above.

Also as stubborn as me.

That's why we quarreled yesterday. :(

Don't know say how many hundreds, thousands and millions times also same.

Ask him not to be like that.

At the end of the day still like that.

Tired leh. Always like that.

Please do not ever repeat the same thing again.

It sucks a lot.

Who would want their boyf to be so violent?

No one right.

I hope yesterday is the last time that you smention about those stuffs.

NO MORE.

I love you this idiot. ♥

Candlelight Service. ♥

Candlelight Service on Saturday night.
It was awesome ttm. I know the photo is awesome too.
Cos got the awesome me. HAHAHA.
Had a great time laughing the whole night.
Really enjoyed a lot.
Finally some entertainment after rotting at home for sososo LONG.
Met up with Jiawei and Russell yesterday as well.
This two friends are really greatgreat friends.
Life is always awesome with them.
My truefriend, my goodfriend.
And also, met up with Huimin and Cass!
Ohman, our dear Huimin is finally back in Singapore.
Thanks for the gifts yeah!
Appreciate it a lot. :D
Cass, hope things are fine for you.
Can't celebrate Christmas with you too. SAD.
Lastly, met SamuelKor too.
So, all of us had a great dinner over at Vivo.
Talking about Music Industry, its boring. :/ HAHA.
Tomorrow and the day after is gonna be fun and memorable times too!
I know I am going broke. :(

Hi all, this is FML. :)
Don't get your thoughts wrong.
Its Feel My Love. ♥
I want to find a photo that I took with Tsui Yue Fang.
And then, I realised, I have never took a photo with her before.
HOW SAD.
Truthfriend, I want take photo with you. Stop running.
Yes, the one in Pink or Orange, whatever, is my Truthfriend. Tsui Yue Fang.
Her mood is like a roller coaster.
Can be wild, sad, crazy, emotional. Like everyone else.
She just don't like taking photos. Arghhh. Cannot tahan.
And here, I'm gonna be writing to her.
Yuefang, you're a great friend and you've always been one.
Not only you're a great friend, you're a good girlf too!
You maybe blaming yourself that you aren't a good one.
But, I'm telling you, you're wrong, very very wrong.
You aren't bad, so is Russell.
Its just that your characters, personality don't match!
Both of you are good, maybe just not the right one for each other.
Yuefang, don't cry because its over, smile because it happened.
Once and twice. Break and patch and break.
Both of you tried to match each other but they just don't match.
Its hard to forget the relationship, but you still have to forget and end it.
Let everything put to a full stop.
Sometimes, you love something so much that it hurts so much when it leaves, but it has to leave afterall.
Take a good break.
I know you need time to put everything behind you.
But I know you still can smile as wide as this when you've get over the memories.

So, come on, my friend! SMILE!

Let everything be the past.

Everyone has their past.

I'll always be there for you when you need.

I love you, my truthfriend. ♥

I love my nails. :)

I'm so bored at home. Had three days straight of shopping.
Bought a new jacket again. Love it x987654321.
A new necklace as well. AWESOME.
Haha.
I wanna go shopping again.
Was rather bored last night and decided to do some manicure myself.
Not bad luh, quite nice right. ;)
Yay, baby is coming back tonight.
Woohoo.
LIKE FINALLY.
Ohyeahhh.
My life has been really boring.
Huimin left for Japan yesterday le. Sad x1000000000.
Eunice left for Switzerland this morning as well. :(
Ohgosh, who else is leaving? :(
Wendy is at camp too.
But...
Baby is gonna be back tonight. WAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
So happy. :D
I miss you so much.


Love, S.

Baby, you must be having a lot of fun now.

I miss you so much. I am so bored.

Faster online and faster come back. :'(

Life sucks so much without you. :(

Hope you're enjoying yourself and not sulking all the way.

I love you, Kor Meng Ching Samuel. <3 

I am back from Jamboree.

Yeapp, I am back from the 3rd ASEAN Jamboree.
Ohwell, guess a lot of people had a lot of fun.
To me, its not that fun.
Many must be wondering why.
I myself wonder why too.
Life sucks in the camp.
Not fun at all.
I'm not with their world.
I'm always in my world.
I'm alone, all alone.
I've got no idea why.
Don't ask me why.
But even so, met a few new friends.
Better than nothing.
Well, the 6D5N horror has come to the end.
It will never be coming back.
I don't want it to be back too. 
IT SUCKS.
Bye, readers.

Oh yeah. Watched Rapunzel with baby today. <3

A really nice movie, just like any other fairytale.

Haha. Met up with Chin Hock, Benjamin, Debbie, Cass, Janice and Eileen for KFC.

Arcade at Scape and Cine.

Headed over to Bugis with baby, Debbie, Cass, Janice and Eileen for Koi. <3

Felt unwell halfway.

Headache + stomachache = HELL. :(

Baby, I'm sorry to make you worry..

Well, Koi was awesome still. :)

Couldn't join the girls after that, decided to go home.

Was really unwell.

 

Baby, I'll be going for camp soon. 2 days time. :(

I seriously dread to go for the camp.

Its a 6D5N camp not like any other 4D3N camp.

Its gonna be sososo long.

The 6 days is going to be like 6 years separated.

Worst still, after I break camp on 9 Dec, you're heading to Malaysia in the night.

Really hope to meet you on the morning before I leave for some breakfast.

And also, when I break camp.

I don't want go for the camp.

Cos, I don't want leave you.

All the times I had with you were simply great.

To me, you're irreplaceable in my heart.
Enjoy the nine cookies. :D

Baby, I promise you, 

We'll make it through this 6 days,

I'll be there for you.

And you'll promise me,

You'll stay strong with me.

Keep that smile for me.

Cos I know we can last through the test of time.

And, forever you'll be mine.

I love you, Kor Meng Ching Samuel. <3

*screenshot this and save on your itouch. :P

like seriously, i'm freaking bored luh. kinda sian too. 
no idea why. :o
tomorrow gotta go down to school! :'(
found this long long long quiz and decided to do it. 
hahah. enjoy, readers.


1. can you fill this out without lying?
why not? :)
2. what was the last thing you put in your mouth?
my dinner. lol.
3. have you ever kissed anyone who's name starts with s?
kor meng ching samuel. :P
4. where was your wallpaper taken?
handphone's - sentosa.
5. last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?
can't remember. haha.
6. can you play guitar hero?
nah.
7. name someone that made you laugh today.
hmmms, no one did.
8. how late did you stay up last night and why?
11+. webcam-ing with baby.
9.if you could move somewhere else, would you?
of cos luh.
10. ever been kissed under fireworks?
hmmms, for me to know and for you to find out k. :)
11. which of your friends lives closest to you?
janice/wendy. :d
12. do you believe ex's can be friends?
why not?
13. calling or texting?
texting.
14. how do you feel about pepper?
nice. ;)
16. when was the last time you cried really hard?
few nights back.
17. where is your father right now?
at home, in the living room.
18. where are you right now?
at home. 
19.what bed did you sleep in last night?
my awesome bed and then rolled to the floor. :p
20. what was the last thing someone bought for you?
hmmms, teriyaki chicken. huimin. :d 
21. who took your profile picture?
my blog - huimin.
22. who was the last person you took a picture of?
hmmms, can't remember le.
23. was yesterday better than today?
both also equally bad. aches all over my body.
24. can you live a day without tv?
lol, why not?
25. are you mad about anything?
yes, my baby. :p
26. do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yeapp. of cos. 
27. when was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
well, yesterday?
28. are you a bad influence?
no. -.-"
29. night out or night in?
night out, duh.
30. what items could you not go without during the day?
my blackberryyy.
31. would you share a drink with a stranger?
depends.
32. who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
my brother, is it? can't remember.

33. what does the last text message in your inbox say?
haha:) still bloggin?
34. what do you feel now about your life?
awesomeee. :)
35. do you hate anyone?
somewhat.
36. if we were to look in your inbox, what would we find?
all the wonderful conv. :)
37. say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass?
duh!?
38. has anyone ever called you perfect before?
nobody is perfect.

39. what song is stuck in your head?
fireworks by katy perry. (y)
40. someone knocks on your window at 2am, who do you want it to be?
my big fat pig. :p 
41. wanna have kids before you’re 30?
why not? :)
42. name something you have to do tomorrow?
go down to school. -.-"
43. can you whistle?
so and so luh.
44. do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
side, back, front.
45. do you think too much or too little?
too much.

46. do you smile a lot?
i go round telling everyone, "smile like me" :D

47. who was your last missed call on your mobile phone?
huimin. :b
48.whens the next time you will see the person you like?
friday. :(
49. are you happy with your life?
yeappppp.
50. can you handle the truth?
sometimes not.
51. what was the last book you read?
can't remember. :p
52. do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
nope.

53. is there something you always wear?
earsticks. :p
54. what were you doing 30 minutes ago?
doing this.
55. honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
my baby. <3

56. did you have an exciting time last weekend?
cub scouts day. o.o
57. have you ever crawled through a window?
no!
58. are you wearing a necklace?
nope.
59. are you an emotional person?
quite.
60. what's something that can always make you feel better?
sleep. zzz.
61. was this weekend a good one?
aches all over my body.
62. what do you want right now?
my baby. :(
63. have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yeapp. :o

64. look behind you, what do you see?
my bed. :b
65. have you ever worked in a food place?
nah.

66. what would you name your future daughter?
i dont know.

67. any summer plans for 2011?
nah. singapore seems to be always in the summer season. next year study for nlevels. 
68. whats on your schedule for tomorrow?
go to school!
69. does anyone know your facebook password?
yeappp.

70. who do you like?
me, myself and i. ;)

:'(

Ahhh, quarreled with my big fat pig earlier on.

Baby, why is this happening every now and then?

Just had a quarrel last night.

Tonight quarrel again.

Don't tell me its gonna happen tomorrow night again.

I'll have the whole night to cry if I want.

I don't know what to say.

Will this get any better?

I don't like to quarrel with you at all.

It turns my mood upside down.

It makes me upset.

It makes me think that I'm useless.

It makes me to have the fear.

After each quarrel, its always the similar ending.

It never fails to be different.

Tears, apologies.

Why? This is not what I want from the relationship.

I'm sick of quarrelling, and quarrelling with you.

Each time, it just makes me feel you're gonna leave me.

I don't want you to leave me.

I'm scared.

Scared.

Really scared.

Really really scared.

I don't want to be left all alone.

Baby, I'd give up anything just for you.

I love you more than anyone else.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you.

You're mine since 300710.

And, you're not gonna leave me.

No one is able to take you away from me.

I love you, Kor Meng Ching Samuel.

My one and only BIG FAT PIG. <3

:D

Woo, its so long that i last posted. HAHA. :D Well, times are fast. School finally ended. So did bridging lessons ended. Got killed by all the tests in the two days. Guess i didn't do that well too. Can't expect much yeah? Cos i also never study. HAHA. All of us are into maple now. :D but, private server. B12MS. Haha, a lot of us are playing and its really fun. Something to entertain us yeah? HAHA.

Recently on 121110 and 131110, we celebrated wonghuimin's 15th birthday. Both of the celebration were A-W-E-S-O-M-E. WOOHOOHOO.
Happy belated birthday, Huimin. Times flies yeah.
We had so much fun as we get closer and closer.
Wilder and wilder.
Crazier and crazier! HAHA.
Its just so great to have you as a friend, a truefriend. :D
Really glad to know you enjoyed yourself.
Was really happy that my plan succeeded even though it was so last minute!
Hope you like the present from all of us.
We love you, Huimin.
Never will I leave you alone. We are truefriends! <3

On 111110, 3C'10 had a BBQ at Clement's place. Oh, it was rather great.
Had quite a lot of fun.
His place was simply great!
HAHA, love his condo ttvm.
Like seriously, i wish to have that type of condo can? Haha. :P

Yesterday, went over to Singapore Conference Hall with the usual peeps.
GESSband was performing for Friends in Concert.
So, we decided to support them.
The finale was really great, YMCA. :D

Had dental appointment today @NDC.
Baby went with me! <3
Well, tightened my teeth and changed colour.
Lime Green.
Quite suit Christmas season uh? HAHA.
I'm in pain again. :'(

Webcam-ing with the Kor Meng Ching Samuel now.

HAHA. :P

Baby, time has passed really fast yeah.
Soon, forth month will be coming le. :D
Wootwoot. HAHA.
But, most probably can't celebrate together. T.T
Had a lot of ups and downs in this few weeks.
But, i guess it was still alright yeah?
Just that i cried a lot huh.
Hehe. :P
I love you babyy. :-*

Truthfriend, I'm glad, really glad that everything is fine for you once again.
I don't want the moon to go back to the outer space and leave alien alone.
The cat is back to you. :D

Stay happy and last long kkkkkkk.

Hi, people. Got to know my class position today. Should I say its disappointing?
I got 28/39. Mid Year was 29/39.
Improved by one position only and it doesn't seem to make much difference.
Hope I can spend some time revising during the long holiday.

Baby, next tuesday your emaths olevels le, yeah?
I know you're stressed. But, I just can't help you distress.
I want you to be smiling like the photo up there okayy.
Stay healthy, eat well, sleep well and drink more water.
The weather isn't that good this few days cos of the freaking haze.
Be positive too, yeah? Don't think so much of the future.
Study whatever you can and do the best you can!
And, the results will be what you want.
Always smile like me, no matter how stress you are!
*I know I got braces, you don't. :P
I love you, Kor Mang Ching Samuel. ♥

Had been really down. Yeah, I may seem all fine, trying to cheer people up, yeah?

In fact, I AM NOT FINE AT ALL.

I simply chose to keep everything to myself. Not to reveal any feelings.

I couldn't took it anymore and here I am blogging.

Yeah, I'm only happy with my English and SS.

The rest I've did really badly.

Chem - 17/50, Phy - 19/50, Chinese - 52/100, POA - 36.5/100. Emaths - 57/100. Wtf yeah?

YES, WTF am I doing? FML. So what if I can promote?

With this type of results, its just so fucked up. To think I'll be happy that I can be promoted.

In fact, I am not at all. I wanted to score well for Chinese and Emaths.

But, I didn't. Okay, I'm just so fucking disappointed with myself. My fault afterall.

Yeah, next. CCA.

Scouting isn't as fun as I thought when it comes to PLC.

The EXP ones are just looking down on the NA ones, yeah?

So what if you're in EXP? Can you do very well? Its just that we take another year more.

WTF is wrong with you guys. I don't know how can we work together like that.

Not to mention the names, you think you're really that great yeah?

I DON'T THINK YOU ARE AT ALL.

You think everyone looks up to you? Yeah, they do that because they are simply forced by you.

You wanna compare me and you? Yeah, you've got better skills than I do. So, what?

Are you able to let them progress better and work together or break them all apart?

I hope things are gonna be better. We are still gonna work together no matter what.

Its either I'm able to do something about it, or you change, or I force myself to do everything.

And now, the pig.

Baby, I really do hope you're fine le. I've got no time to be worried about you.

But, no matter what, I'll still squeeze some time to be worried about you.

O Levels Maths for you coming le. Don't give up okay! Must do well.

I don't want to hear you saying you will die, you will die.

I don't want to hear you saying your name will appear on newspaper on the obituary section.

THOSE ARE NONSENSE! BULLSHIT!

Must Jiayou, Jiayou, ZAI JIAYOU!

You're never supposed to give up. Even ap sessions very long also must get through it.

I don't want hear your complains le. I want you to work extreme hard. :D

I love you, baby. You're the best and the best. ♥



Yes, I've just changed my skin. Nice, nice? HAHA. Cos got Pig there mah! :D
I am so bored this afternoon. Its only 2.30PM right now.
Ohgosh, I've got nothing to do. :(

Had hell loads of fun yesterday @Sentosa with the 3 Cliques in 3NA. :D
-LTLGOTWT, Paper Clique and the 10 Brothers.
It was even more a-w-e-s-o-m-e with the Pig with ME. ♥
Photos not with me. :(

Ohmygod, gonna get back all the hell results tomorrow and start drawing circles.
Damn scared. T.T

Baby, I promise I'll get into 4NA and you gotta be in 5NA in 2011 alrightt.

I love you, I love you, I love you. ♥

I don't love Samuel!

Because I love Kor Meng Ching Samuel! ♥

Bleah, Bleah, Bleah! :P

Exams are OVER.

Exam over le. :D Whee. :D It's time for PARTY. :) But, yeah. Results is the worrying thing. :( HOW. T.T
More time can be spent with somebody. Wooyeah. Had fun yesterday with the 3 Cliques. :D Totally went crazy throughout. Enjoyed ttm. Monday will be another awesome outing to Sentosa. :) *Looking forward*

I Love You, Samuel Kor. ♥ Bleah. :P

Happy 2nd Month. ♥

Its 300910 yesterday. 2ndmonth. Wooyeah.

FTE English and Chinese over le. Both also want to die. Next whole week the papers sure die. Must chiong study liao. Midnight oil, Midnight oil and Midnight oil! Can't afford to retain.

Pig♥, get well soon alrightt. Don't wanna see you sick.

It was really another roller coaster week. And, I hate it a lot.

Saturday, Tuesday and Today. IT SUCKS.

I don't want any of these to happen again le. :'(

Right now, I'm missing you hell loads.

Tomorrow must chiong study okay!

I love you! ♥

Ohbaby, Happy Birthday!

Ohbaby, Happy Sweet 16th Birthday!

Its 28 September 2010. Your birthday, Mr. Kor Meng Ching Samuel. 

Don't be sad anymore alright. I was wrong, I shouldn't acted that way. Today shouldn't be like this. It should be a happy and enjoyable birthday celebration. Instead, it turned out to be something that none of us wanted. I'm sorry, baby. I slept like a pig when I'm suppose to be comforting you. Yeah, wtf am I trying to do. Sorry. The times I've gotta apologise to you today is like x10, x100, x1000, x10000, x10000, x1000000, x987654321. Had a great time with you in the afternoon at Henderson Wave. Sorry, never go your house cut cake with you. :( Okay, like what I promised you, no more sad moments le. Must be back smiling like me! :D *I got braces, you don't have hor! :D

Happy Birthday.

生日快乐.

Sàangyaht Faailohk.

I love you forever and always too, baby. You're awesome. ♥