Je T'aime.

Je T'aime baby. <3 I guess we all understand what it means. Je T'aime means "I Love You" 

Great weekend spent with baby. CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT SATURDAY. :D Heheh. I love my bigfatpig! <3

Had a fun day yesterday. Headed to *SCAPE with the boys and girls. Went to the flea, nothing much there! Catched a movie with baby, Harry Potter! :) But the ending not very nice. :( After the movie, went over to the flea near PS. But, nothing much :( So, decided to go over to Bugis Street for the clothes buffet. The others went there earlier. So I went for the clothes buffet alone. Super shy. :( And, kinda regretted. Nothing much inside. And I forgot to stuff the dress that was damn nice into my carrier. :( 

Studied with usual gang today. Kinda great. :) Studied a lot. :) 

Gonna shower now and continue studying le! :p

So many things yet so little time.

Yeah, isn't it so true? Mugging and mugging everyday. At this hour, I should be slacking. But surprisingly, I AM DOING MY HOMEWORK. Sick of Emaths. Just started Physics. And I am gonna continue after this. Hahah. Gonna finish it by tonight. Can't wait for tmrw's flea at *SCAPE with the girls and our boyfriends! Heh. Which means, I am going out with baby. Can't wait! Every week, I have been waiting for weekend! Hahah. Oh ya, timetable for prelims are out. :( WHICH MEANS, MUG MORE. I must do well!! 

Currently webcaming with babyy. <3

He didn't know that I took the screenshot! HAHAH. Blur pig. <3

So now, he is ready and he is acting cute! :p Shining his phone's torch at himself. HAHAH. Look at how cute he is trying to be ^^ I love you, baby. <3

Oh yeah, talked to some retarded girls today. Keep pulling me! Don't let me run. HAHA. I so shy. :p But, I did feel much better. Heh, thanks. <3

Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

Yes, omg. I miss baby so bad. :( He is PMS-ing with his mum and sister. :( I just can't wait for friday every week. Cos, that's when I can spend more time with my fatfatpig. Heh. <3 I love you, baby.

Yeah, today, went to NP to have the Dialogue In The Dark session. It was pweety fun! :D Everything was pitch dark inside and the walk lasted for an hour. Went to "park/forest, clarke quay, chinatown and the cafe" Why inverted comas? Cos, its not the real place but just some experience. :) Ate in the dark, only can feel with our hands! Kinda awesome. Took a polaroid with our guide after the tour! :) He isn't really blind, but partially blind. From this trip, I learnt to be glad of the eyes we are given, and we should really take good care of our eyes. And, most importantly, we shouldn't show sympathy to the blind. They are just like us, human beings. They have hands and legs, they are able to work! :) 

Now, bitching session. That bitch. Another bitch I am talking about now. I do wonder why our school has got so much bitch. One that has the initial C (not Cass), one that has the initial J, one that has the initial W. Disgusting max. -.- Flirty bitches. Okay, I'll be nice and not say so much.

Oh yeah. I'm so happy with my Chemistry Common Test results! 29/40. First time in my whole secondary school life. WONGHUIMIN, you rock. Hahah. Teach me more Chemistry. :P 

I feel like blogging.

Yes, I feel like blogging right now and I am doing it right now. :) Yeah, still rather down this few days..
Preliminary exams for nlevels are coming, I've gotta buck up and work hard. :) Guess I passed my Chemistry Common Test with good marks although results aren't out yet. Yes, I have shown improvement in my studies. I am more motivated to study hard now. Olevels Listening Compre for Chinese tmrw. Hope I can score like full marks? Hahah.

Monday, emaths test, science ap.
Tuesday, SS ap.
Wednesday, geography ap.
Thursday, emaths ap if we need.
Alternate weeks, physics test.

And baby is having ssp everyday. I hope both of us get good results and can enjoy after the major examinations are over. :D

Today, Fionne asked me not to bitch about that slut. Hellooo. Its not that I wanna say her. ITS THAT SHE IRRITATED ME IN THE FIRST PLACE. Say that I'm petty or whatsoever. I can never forget what happened last year right on my birthday night. Imagine someone calls you a bitch just because your boyf decided not to have dinner with them. NO LOGIC RIGHT. So, I am not at fault calling her a slut, bitch whatever. And, it so happened that it was on my birthday night that the conflict started. Yeah yeah, ruin my birthday and whatever yeah? Say that I am mean or whatever, I will never care. She was the mean one to me first, why should I be so nice to her. Bitch. Don't tell me she is changing or what la. I can't be bothered okay. And that bitch that said that me and my boyf is all about puppy love and we will never last. HAH! Bitch, one year is coming. Well, I don't wanna continue le.

Gonna head on with my studies. Not gonna let those bitches spoil my mood. :)

I do bother alot.

Hi. I'm here posting again. Cos I'm really really very upset now. she thinks that I don't bother anymore. How could I not be bothered....... :'( I would rather keep all the feelings to myself than us continuing to be like this. I really do want this to be over. I really don't wanna talk about it anymore. I'm bothered about it alot. I'm stopping myself from letting out my feelings. To be direct, I'm avoiding everything. I'm running away from the facts thats happening. How could I not be bothered. :'( I'm as sad as you are right now. I just don't wanna let it all out. I just want everything to end here! :'( there weren't things that we used to keep from each other. And now, things are so different. The distance between us is getting far apart. I don't know how to face you tmrw. :'(

The "bestfriend" feeling isn't there anymore.

I guess no one will be reading my blog. So I chose to type out my feelings here. This few days, I really do feel that I'm not in the "luck" of friendship. Awesome threesome? They arent awesome anymore. In the past, the three of of us are as close as super glue. Although we always make fun of each other, those were really wonderful times. But this few days, or rather the past one week, I really don't know what's wrong. Everything seems so distant, seems so far for me to reach out. I really start to hate it when we go out in six. The "awesome family"? It's not that I'm sticky with my baby. It's just that whenever we go out, the two girls will be together, the other two boys will be together. And I really do feel awkward. Take that Monday for an example, we went for breakfast together and when we were heading back to school, we ended up all walking separately. Even recess, we werent together. And ever since that day, the whole week we weren't close at all. I still remember, there's this day that Janice asked me where's my bestfriend, I actually told her I don't know. Joke right. Don't even know where's my bestfriend. Subsequently, I still sort of "severe ties" with my sister, Eunice. And then followed by hurting Yuefang by invading her inbox. And it all started from me. I really really really feel terrible. Flag day, same thing happened. I was with Gavin all along. As we were doing flag day, the four of us slowly separated. I hate what I'm feeling now. I really do.. :'( upset and down. Never had I felt so bad before. I just cried when I bum her.. Will everything be back normal and usual like before? Someone bring me out of my nightmare..