:'(

Ahhh, quarreled with my big fat pig earlier on.

Baby, why is this happening every now and then?

Just had a quarrel last night.

Tonight quarrel again.

Don't tell me its gonna happen tomorrow night again.

I'll have the whole night to cry if I want.

I don't know what to say.

Will this get any better?

I don't like to quarrel with you at all.

It turns my mood upside down.

It makes me upset.

It makes me think that I'm useless.

It makes me to have the fear.

After each quarrel, its always the similar ending.

It never fails to be different.

Tears, apologies.

Why? This is not what I want from the relationship.

I'm sick of quarrelling, and quarrelling with you.

Each time, it just makes me feel you're gonna leave me.

I don't want you to leave me.

I'm scared.

Scared.

Really scared.

Really really scared.

I don't want to be left all alone.

Baby, I'd give up anything just for you.

I love you more than anyone else.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you.

You're mine since 300710.

And, you're not gonna leave me.

No one is able to take you away from me.

I love you, Kor Meng Ching Samuel.

My one and only BIG FAT PIG. <3

:D

Woo, its so long that i last posted. HAHA. :D Well, times are fast. School finally ended. So did bridging lessons ended. Got killed by all the tests in the two days. Guess i didn't do that well too. Can't expect much yeah? Cos i also never study. HAHA. All of us are into maple now. :D but, private server. B12MS. Haha, a lot of us are playing and its really fun. Something to entertain us yeah? HAHA.

Recently on 121110 and 131110, we celebrated wonghuimin's 15th birthday. Both of the celebration were A-W-E-S-O-M-E. WOOHOOHOO.
Happy belated birthday, Huimin. Times flies yeah.
We had so much fun as we get closer and closer.
Wilder and wilder.
Crazier and crazier! HAHA.
Its just so great to have you as a friend, a truefriend. :D
Really glad to know you enjoyed yourself.
Was really happy that my plan succeeded even though it was so last minute!
Hope you like the present from all of us.
We love you, Huimin.
Never will I leave you alone. We are truefriends! <3

On 111110, 3C'10 had a BBQ at Clement's place. Oh, it was rather great.
Had quite a lot of fun.
His place was simply great!
HAHA, love his condo ttvm.
Like seriously, i wish to have that type of condo can? Haha. :P

Yesterday, went over to Singapore Conference Hall with the usual peeps.
GESSband was performing for Friends in Concert.
So, we decided to support them.
The finale was really great, YMCA. :D

Had dental appointment today @NDC.
Baby went with me! <3
Well, tightened my teeth and changed colour.
Lime Green.
Quite suit Christmas season uh? HAHA.
I'm in pain again. :'(

Webcam-ing with the Kor Meng Ching Samuel now.

HAHA. :P

Baby, time has passed really fast yeah.
Soon, forth month will be coming le. :D
Wootwoot. HAHA.
But, most probably can't celebrate together. T.T
Had a lot of ups and downs in this few weeks.
But, i guess it was still alright yeah?
Just that i cried a lot huh.
Hehe. :P
I love you babyy. :-*

Truthfriend, I'm glad, really glad that everything is fine for you once again.
I don't want the moon to go back to the outer space and leave alien alone.
The cat is back to you. :D

Stay happy and last long kkkkkkk.

Hi, people. Got to know my class position today. Should I say its disappointing?
I got 28/39. Mid Year was 29/39.
Improved by one position only and it doesn't seem to make much difference.
Hope I can spend some time revising during the long holiday.

Baby, next tuesday your emaths olevels le, yeah?
I know you're stressed. But, I just can't help you distress.
I want you to be smiling like the photo up there okayy.
Stay healthy, eat well, sleep well and drink more water.
The weather isn't that good this few days cos of the freaking haze.
Be positive too, yeah? Don't think so much of the future.
Study whatever you can and do the best you can!
And, the results will be what you want.
Always smile like me, no matter how stress you are!
*I know I got braces, you don't. :P
I love you, Kor Mang Ching Samuel. ♥

Had been really down. Yeah, I may seem all fine, trying to cheer people up, yeah?

In fact, I AM NOT FINE AT ALL.

I simply chose to keep everything to myself. Not to reveal any feelings.

I couldn't took it anymore and here I am blogging.

Yeah, I'm only happy with my English and SS.

The rest I've did really badly.

Chem - 17/50, Phy - 19/50, Chinese - 52/100, POA - 36.5/100. Emaths - 57/100. Wtf yeah?

YES, WTF am I doing? FML. So what if I can promote?

With this type of results, its just so fucked up. To think I'll be happy that I can be promoted.

In fact, I am not at all. I wanted to score well for Chinese and Emaths.

But, I didn't. Okay, I'm just so fucking disappointed with myself. My fault afterall.

Yeah, next. CCA.

Scouting isn't as fun as I thought when it comes to PLC.

The EXP ones are just looking down on the NA ones, yeah?

So what if you're in EXP? Can you do very well? Its just that we take another year more.

WTF is wrong with you guys. I don't know how can we work together like that.

Not to mention the names, you think you're really that great yeah?

I DON'T THINK YOU ARE AT ALL.

You think everyone looks up to you? Yeah, they do that because they are simply forced by you.

You wanna compare me and you? Yeah, you've got better skills than I do. So, what?

Are you able to let them progress better and work together or break them all apart?

I hope things are gonna be better. We are still gonna work together no matter what.

Its either I'm able to do something about it, or you change, or I force myself to do everything.

And now, the pig.

Baby, I really do hope you're fine le. I've got no time to be worried about you.

But, no matter what, I'll still squeeze some time to be worried about you.

O Levels Maths for you coming le. Don't give up okay! Must do well.

I don't want to hear you saying you will die, you will die.

I don't want to hear you saying your name will appear on newspaper on the obituary section.

THOSE ARE NONSENSE! BULLSHIT!

Must Jiayou, Jiayou, ZAI JIAYOU!

You're never supposed to give up. Even ap sessions very long also must get through it.

I don't want hear your complains le. I want you to work extreme hard. :D

I love you, baby. You're the best and the best. ♥



Yes, I've just changed my skin. Nice, nice? HAHA. Cos got Pig there mah! :D
I am so bored this afternoon. Its only 2.30PM right now.
Ohgosh, I've got nothing to do. :(

Had hell loads of fun yesterday @Sentosa with the 3 Cliques in 3NA. :D
-LTLGOTWT, Paper Clique and the 10 Brothers.
It was even more a-w-e-s-o-m-e with the Pig with ME. ♥
Photos not with me. :(

Ohmygod, gonna get back all the hell results tomorrow and start drawing circles.
Damn scared. T.T

Baby, I promise I'll get into 4NA and you gotta be in 5NA in 2011 alrightt.

I love you, I love you, I love you. ♥

I don't love Samuel!

Because I love Kor Meng Ching Samuel! ♥

Bleah, Bleah, Bleah! :P

Exams are OVER.

Exam over le. :D Whee. :D It's time for PARTY. :) But, yeah. Results is the worrying thing. :( HOW. T.T
More time can be spent with somebody. Wooyeah. Had fun yesterday with the 3 Cliques. :D Totally went crazy throughout. Enjoyed ttm. Monday will be another awesome outing to Sentosa. :) *Looking forward*

I Love You, Samuel Kor. ♥ Bleah. :P

Happy 2nd Month. ♥

Its 300910 yesterday. 2ndmonth. Wooyeah.

FTE English and Chinese over le. Both also want to die. Next whole week the papers sure die. Must chiong study liao. Midnight oil, Midnight oil and Midnight oil! Can't afford to retain.

Pig♥, get well soon alrightt. Don't wanna see you sick.

It was really another roller coaster week. And, I hate it a lot.

Saturday, Tuesday and Today. IT SUCKS.

I don't want any of these to happen again le. :'(

Right now, I'm missing you hell loads.

Tomorrow must chiong study okay!

I love you! ♥