I miss you.

I know you'll never read my blog anymore. But, if you do ever come across, continue to read.
Recently, we have been chatting up fine. I cannot deny the fact that I still love you. I try all the ways I can to talk to you. Even though gaming was the last thing that I ever want to talk to guys about, I didn't mind. I just did more research about it, just to talk to you. Yes, I'm simply looking for every chance I can to talk to you. I know you still love the girl. I know how you feel. I'm just like who you're right now. It's painful isn't it. Right from the start of our relationship, I knew that its not going to be an easy one for us. We struggled it through. I know, I didn't know how to cherish you in the past. Regretting now is no longer of any use. Let's not talk and mention about the past anymore. Right here, right now, at this moment, I'm still trying. Trying to win you back. Everyone told me, he's not worth it. Yeah, I know it myself. But, I want you to know. I'll try and try. No matter how tough the journey is, how painful it is. Even if I end up with cuts and pains in my heart, its gonna be all worth it. At least, I gave my best. If you find someone else you love and you're happy with her, I'll give you my blessings. I always believe that, if you really love that someone, let go of him/her. If you're happy, I'll be. I've came to accept the fact.
Samuel, know that I'll always be there when you need someone to be there.
I love you.